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How I discovered I was a System.

Writer: Kai Dagon-Victor
Kai Dagon-Victor
Nov 11, 2025
1 min read

It was rather frightening the first time I became aware of my system. I was in my Junior year of high school, in my theater class when all of a sudden I started feeling strange. My body started feeling weird and wrong, and then suddenly I felt like I was only a spectator, watching someone else- except that someone else had my body, my face, my voice. That someone else, was me.. and also not me at the same time. To give you another idea of what this felt like, it was like having an out of body experience, like I was in control and not at the exact same time. This is when I met Leo, my first alter, now they had been here for a long time, this is just the first time they let themselves be known. After that, I could go freely in and out of headspace. Leaving front and giving up control of my body was quite a weird thing I needed to get used to though.


-Kai

 
 
 

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