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Handling loss is never an easy or fun task to accomplish. You may look at our system and think it's easier for us considering we have alters made for handling such things. The truth is, it's never going to be easy, the only difference is our support system is inside of our head for the most part, while other people have theirs in the physical world. Just recently we went through a tragic loss, while it has been beneficial to have our support system so close to us and availa

It was rather frightening the first time I became aware of my system. I was in my Junior year of high school, in my theater class when all of a sudden I started feeling strange. My body started feeling weird and wrong, and then suddenly I felt like I was only a spectator, watching someone else- except that someone else had my body, my face, my voice. That someone else, was me.. and also not me at the same time. To give you another idea of what this felt like, it was like havi

Some people never realize just how beautiful nature is, and we miss it. Sometimes you just need to get away from everything electronic and man made, and just embrace nature. Photo Credit: Kai Dagon-Victor -Hunter

I've been writing music for a little over a year now, I haven't published anything yet though. But every time I pick up my pen to write a new song, sometimes I wonder. What makes music, music? Anyone and everyone can throw some words on a piece of paper and call it a day, but what makes song writers and musicians so different from the average person? The answer? Nothing. We aren't different, special, we weren't given some special form of super powers that make us able to crea

Even when things seem hopeless, when your motivation has hit rock bottom, when you feel like you just can't go on, remember. Even an inch forward, is still moving forward. So even the smallest of progress, of accomplishment, is still a positive. Even if it's just so happened to come in a smaller form this time, it can be larger the next time, or not, no one is judging you for moving forward. -Levi

Sometimes I need a break from reality, sometimes life gets overwhelming, sometimes you need someone by your side to help keep you standing. With DID it's like having that someone by your side 24/7 ready and eager to jump in at the blink of an eye. Being a system is full of wonders and surprises but never is it easy. For one, you never truly get a moment of silence, someone is always talking in headspace. Another thing is you're never alone , now this has it's pros and cons, l